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Darkness is closing in on me
As I'd wish for you to see
That I don't belong in this world
Full of happy faces and glee
I cry and cry every night
Hoping for "it" to go away

What is "it?"
What is it that I am afraid of?
And what is it that I need?
I honestly don't know what "it" is.
I'm afraid of the outside world and everybody on it....
And last but not least, I NEED to be alone!!!

With even the wind of a person passing me by,
I get scared.
With even the sight of someone looking at me,
I get frightened.
When I am alone
I feel safe and happy.
Nothing and no one can touch or hurt me
And that's what I want
But I can't have,
Because it's impossible
For people so close to me
To just let me go
So I can be alone
In this thing we call a world.